but only no. 2 and no. 3 has reali put an impact in my lyfe.
and here it goes... read on.
1.HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX.
I went to watch it with family at Plaza Singapura today. Well, it was an awsumm show i must say. And the best part of it was popcorns,popcorns,popcorns and lotsa POPCORNS! =D
&& i get to eat Ben&Jerry's Cookie and Dough ice-cream! Yummy-yum-yum! The last tyme i ate it was before i had this diet seyy. Den juz fer a change out of the blue i juz induldge on tat.... The feelyng of eatyng it was ohhhh-lala! It wunt do harm ryte. Juz a small tub kay. To those whu have not watch Harry Potter and about to watch it now or later or 2mrw or the next day or next week, here's a msg to all of eu "Wueksss!!! I watch oready! Hohoho! Korang seme lambat! Nak tao ape jadik tak? Hahaha! Gerek gyler to the max!!" okok. im sorry fer makyn eu guyz jealous. Wat to do. I must tell the whole werld tat ive watch it and how awsumm the show was. & i tynk im gona watch again. dis tyme round with frens lah. EU GUYZ MUST WATCH IT! I love the firewerk thingy and the part when Harry kissed Cho Chang. Wooooo... it was so sweet! I guez in real lyfe Daniel is reali into Asian gerlz. Hahk! So i can be tat Asian gerl. But i haf to be Chinese. But Cho Chang is American Chinese. Wait, wait, wait. Maybe he wud change hys mind and pick an Asian Malay gerl fer a change! hahaha! Go fly kite lah Shekyn! And i bought the sticker album. It comes with a packet of stickers but dere are only 5 of it insyde. I hav to collect like another 271 more to complete the whole album. Fuck! so i guez im gettyng myself a new hobby. Yay!!
In conclusion: IT WAS A FUCKYN AWSUMMM MOVIE!!!
2. FUNERAL FOR A BELOVED CAT.
Okay eu noe wat. I recieved this sad news frm my mum today. And eu noe wat.... My nenek's favorite cat died! OMG! JANET is gone froever... It has been with the family since even my mum got married with my dad. And to make it clear it has been with the family since my youngest aunty (whu is now in her late 3o's) was born. It was rather a sad news uh. It died of kidney failure. I was shocked. All dis while i didnt noe tat it was diagnosed wit kidney failure. No one told me. And i kinda like cried in my heart a bit uh. It was sad. Prolly, now it is up dere in the heavens juz watchin dwn on my family.I remember the tyme duryng Hari Raya, the whole famiy were duin the salam2 session at my grandma's place, and Janet cried. Seriuss lah, sumpah tak bedek. It was sittyng infront of the kitchen entrance and watching us and tears run dwn its eyes. It was a touching moment fer the whole family at tat point of tyme. Cats are living things too. And they hav feelyngs juz lyke us humans. I must say I LOVE JANET soooo much. It was the most lovable cat in the family. Sooo chubby and huggable. And i miss it so muchhh now. Really miss it. I LOVE EU JANET!! And this brought me baq in the past wen my favourite black cat named Abang died in an accident. A fuckyn driver was so careless and not to open hys/her bloody big eyes wide and see the road properly hit my beloved cat. FUCK! I hate tat person! It was a tragic death i must say. Can eu imagine a car run over a cat. Wat do eu get? A very crushed cat. And tat is wat happen to Abang kay. kay i'll stop now. it makes me even more sad juz to tynk of it. and now tat i haf my own cat name Angel, i will treasure it forever in my heart. Eventhough at tymes it is somewhat irritatyng and dumb, i still LOVE hym. I will treat hym like how i treat Abang. LOVE FOR CATS MEANS HAPPINESS!
This is my lovable cat, ANGEL! =D
3. ABUSIVE OR LOVE? EU DECIDE...
Okay wat reali happen today before we went to watch Harry Potter has reali made me think too much and put a big impact in my lyfe.. So many things were running thru my head at tat point of tyme. At fez i dunt feel lyke bloggyng it but i need ur opinion on dis. Wat happen was tat my dad got reali angry with my sis, Iqah. Cuz she was supppose to be hm before 4pm as to get ready to go watch the movie lah. But den even after 5plus she's still not home. My dad kept calling her but she didnt pick up. My dad decided to go dwn to her skul and check wit the office staff dere whether she has any extra lessons or watsoever afta skul. I didnt reali noe wat happen afta tat lah. For wat i noe wen my sis reach hm and wen she opened the door she was crying lyke hell. And she was throwing her shues all over the floor and blew up in anger. I ask where was she the whloe afternoon and all i get was "DIAM UH!!" I saw her nose bleeding sey. I was shocked and stuned and pull her hand and luk at her and ask wat happen. She juz kept crying. OMG! my hands were shaking. Like seriussly lah... Den she told me tat my dad punched her in the car. Fuck! at tat point my blood raises to my head. he's duin it again.WTF! Im fuckyn pissed and sooooo bloody angry. My face juz turn red and my ears were hot. My sis was guin crazy lyke seriusly crazy. She was screaming and shoutyng at me wen i ask her so many questions. She went into the room and messed up everything tat she sees. She opened her wadrobe and juz pull out all her clothes and everytynk was in a mess. She was screaming her lungs out and crying her heart out at tat point. She was filled with anger. I tried my bez to stop her but she was shouting at my face. I dunt blame her. I noe how she felt. Ive been thru it alot of tymes. Den i heard the haus door banged open. It was my dad. My dad ran into the room while takyng out hys buckle belt tat he was wearyng. I was so scared at tat point of tyme but half of it was filled with anger. He pushed me away and burge into the room. I saw it with my own eyes. He beated my sis up. My hands were shaking. I dare not to interfere but i had to do sumtynk. My sis was screaming and crying lyke hell. I juz cant bare to see it. No one else was at hm. Only me, my sis and my dad. I had to do sumtynk. I cant stand it anymore and i pulled hys hand away and shouted at hym " AYAH JANGAN!!!!!" He stopped and luk at me with hys vicious face. At tat point i hated hym. I sooooo hate hym! He pulled hys hand away from myne and went off from the room. I watch hym walk out frm the room with my heart beating so fast. I looked dwn at my sis and she was juz crying in pain. I sat besyde her and hugged her and soon tears run dwn my face. I cant believe it he's duin dis. Why he's duin dis? Is he happy now? But he promised he wunt do it again? Wat if my mum noes? Wat wud she do? Does my sister deserve dis? Is dis ABUSIVE or LOVE? FUCK! Is it all my fault?Is it? Cuz if its not becuz of me, he hadn't be all abusive towards my siblings, lets juz say except fer my big sister cuz she is lyke the fuckyn apple of my dad's fuckyn eyes! Cuz eversince ive cuz trouble in the family he has started to beat me up and frm dere hys hands juzs wunt stop beating the rez of us. Is dis LOVE? Is dis how he expressed love? I noe i hav been always hard to handle but i hav a point eu see. Its becuz of my dad and my fuckyn big sister i haf been all rebellious towards the family. They made me whu i am today. And for now the feelyng of hate towards my dad has juz began to build up. I haf long lose tat feelyng but becuz of wat happenn today the hatred came baq. So many questions were runing thru my head now. Whenever i tynk bout it i'll be all angry and start to clinch my fist together. How'd i wish i was brave enuf to cum up to hym and juz beat the guts out of hym! Im sooo angry! I duno wat to call hym. ABUSIVE or juz a dad whu cares and show he's love by duin tat. Maybe fer now i'll juz keep things to myself. I wunt talk it out with my other family members. And i'll never share it with my big sister. I hated her. I never liked her. She dunt regard me as her own sister. She said it before. Ohhh FUCK! I dunt fuckyn care! Im juz confused with wat im facyng now. I do love my parents. But in dis type of situation wad shud i do? Eu see i haf a lot of questions runin thru my head tat cant be answered. How i wish my family was juz lyke the normal family, living a simple lyfe and loving each other. Honestly, im jealous seeing other ppl havin fun with their family and to see a daughter so close wit a father the other day in the train has reali made me feel miserable and sad. How i wish i was lyke tat. Sumtymes at nyte i cried myself to slyp juz thinkin bout it. Dere is many other ppl outsyde dere whu is facyng much more worse scenarios den me. But if eu were to put urself in my shues how wud eu feel? Isn't it the same. There will be pain. I hav feelyngs eu noe. And these feelyngs and thoughts i haf been keeping it fer a long tyme. I dunt let it out to my family. I must say im not a family person. And i like it tat way. Cuz its betta if i dunt share probs or talk tingz out wit them. I rather die alone with my problems. I shall stop now. The rez is up to God to decide my lyfe. I noe, i juz hav to pray fer the bez and face this cruel world of myne myself. Im juz waiting fer the day when the sun wud start shining on me and i'll juz get up from my fall and lead on a simple lyfe.
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