Pictures of eu still in my memory....

Ohhh goshhh....

When will dis feelings go away.

I duno why but everytyme i tynk about it

I will be sooo angry and start to tear up.

I cant help it.

I try my bez to stop it but i cant.

I really cant.

I cant stop it.

Ohhhh please stop dis.

Stop crying ur heart out lah.

I cant.

Cuz it still lingers around me.

Ya Allah....

Stop it lah.

Ive been feeling down lately.

Cuz everything i do, there will always be thoughts of eu.

Ive been so freaking strez up over so many things

and i juz needed sumone to be dere fer me.

And my fez thought was eu.

I need eu.

But i noe, eu no longer will be dere fer me.

And eu no longer will need me.

So eu see, it wont go away.

It irks me out sumtymes.

Sumone please let this end.

I hate being lyke dis.

Maybe its juz me.

Im being too emotional.

I tynk too much.

I want to be over it.

But i cant.

Why?

I dun haf to answer that.

I dunt want to.

Im juz so fuckyn useless.

I hate myself fer being dis way.

I hate it alot.

but i fuckyn deserve dis.

dats juz the way how my life is gona turn out.

So fuckyn useless at everything i do in my lyfe.

Damn...

It juz wont go away.

All i cud do is juz crying silently.

It helps a bit.

But those feelings still lingers.

FUCK!

pfft

+spits.im-Shekyn-thedork, 9.28pm+