here it goes....
a certain someone whom eu love for a long tyme hates eu,
a certain someone whom eu hate for a long tyme loves eu
how lyke dat??
nevertheless.......
i'm all over questions dat never cud anyone answer for me.
it keeps playing thru my head.
i dunt noe wad's with me.
izit me or me?
dere is still things dat is not cleared yet.
words dat never will i say.
its still not obvious yet.
i cant do it.
i juz haf to keep everything to myself.
im not gonna be stubborn and start believing in my instinct. bud not to the fullest.
keep duin things dat annoys me.
the more i hate eu. bud the feelings show how much i fall for eu.
all im tryin to say, im kinda pissed, cuz all i cud think is eu.
bud ppl say, the person eu love may annoys eu, however dey're still loved by eu.
i watch eu from far, near, beside me , infront of me, anywhere where its visible.
eu're wad i want. want and need, maybe desire.
bud dont juz leave me hanging on. its not obvious. i cant decide wad to believe eu see.
the little things eu do to me is taking me over, i wana show eu.. seriussss...
ive fallen. for eu.
im not sure wad im duin now. bud the feelings juz tells me its eu.
curiousity, believing, hoping and visibility of these feelings.
be it yours and mine.
unsolved.
i will juz open my arms and embrace wadever will cum.
im yearning to discover this mystery.
yes mystery, its exactly lyke eu.
never will anyone noe. even me. how eu'd felt, or maybe fall fer sumone.
mystery man.
i need space fer myself and even eu.
i found eu.
eu are sunshine, i fell over.
dis is real. really. and i swear.
it hit me hard. in my heart.
eu butterflied me everytyme.
ive found a state of mind, to figure out dis feelings.
these felt so ryte. bud patience. i noe. im keeping it to myself.
bottled feelings. waiting. yessss. i will wait.
how long? forever will do..... i will. keep my werds.
zip up and kept in my heart.
cuz eu're the one.
oh boy, if i were to be ur lady, i will traet eu ryte. i will give eu all of my all.
tell me wad eu need. baby i will, and never leave these feelings fer eu.
cuz eu're the one, the one who makes my heart smile.
eu noe eu care, sayang as a fren, bud dats not all.
dere's still sumwhere deep dwn in eu dat means sumtynk to me.
maybe. im not too sure. uncertainty fills me now baby.
tell me everything. tell me wad i should noe. tell me baby.
do wad eu want. dissapoint me, excite me, hurt me, love me.
im ready. im ready fer the truth.
bud maybe eu're not. i noe.
contemplatyng is never enough fer me.
i need hints. im yours baby.
bud wat about me?
what about me?
what about the world im living in now?
what about these feelings?
what about my feelings?
what about me?
always drowning in my thoughts. wen will it be done.
ily baby. i really do. and i will forever.
p.s: ppl dunt question me bout dis.
its affairs of my heart.
its between me and me.
not necessary for eu to take note.
these are feelings dat hav been kept too long.
im letting out. so pls dunt ask. plsssss.
eu can read. bud dunt paster me of ur curiousity.
thanks.
+spits. im-Shekyn-thedork, 5.56pm+
