Just when i thought things were alright, everything to me just felt lyke shit.
Like i mean it. It's shit. Idk why bud its just shit.
What i felt before and now shall never be understood.
Im pretty shure that i'll be facing shits and more shits for the rez of my life.
Ongoing. Still going. and never stop.
Ohhhhh goshhhh.
Im being sensetive this few days.
Is this the aftermath of PMS.not.
that was a week or two ago. pffft!
IDK what im feeling. IDK is it SHIT or wad.
urghhhhhh...
i feel so disturbed and sumtynk is not right.
I juz duno how to describe my feelings now.
Can i not say feelings. I hate the werd feelings.
It sounded soooooo depressive. I hate being depress.
Something's missing. Something i need to put a smile on my looooooooooonggggg face.
Not a person. Not sumtynk. IDK what it is.
I noe eu kids wont get what im trying to convey.
but try to understand.
i fuckyn hate this feeling. uuurghhh.
a tendency to stress the negative or unfavorable.
to take the gloomiest possible view on everytynk that cums across me!!
i hate dis. i hate dis. i hate dis. i hate dis. i hate dis. i hate dis.
I wana be asleep forever. Idk why. Bud maybe that's the best solution to stop dis shit.
WWWWWWWWWWWTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Im whining again and again and agian and again and agian and agian and again and again.
This is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........................
Urghhhhhh. I feel lyke beating up sumone real soon.
I feel the urge to vent out this feelings that is sooooooooooo unexplained.
anger. anger. anger. anger. anger. anger. anger. anger. and its overloading me.
I HATE THIS SHIT LYKE FREAKYN BIG TYME. PERIOD.
juz dunt talk to me anyone. i need sumtyme alone now.
till this shit ends. hopefully. sooner or later.
im not what eu tynk i am kay kids.
if i do find out what's bothering me the most i shall share sum part of it real soon.
i hope this wud really end sooooooooooooooon.
I WANA FUCKYN BEAT THE GUTS OUT OF SUMONE RYTE NOW!
any volunteeeeeeeeeeeeeeerssss for my angst??
+spits.im-Shekyn-thedork+
