First and for most, Im sad to announce that im no longer single. Haha! Well, I shouldn't be announcing this but its for those stalker who somewhat find something interesting about my life. Be it whatever reason there is that benefits you of being a big "KAYPOKIA!" or whatsoever shit, you should think twice of judging me okay. Who eat cilli feel like babi! I shall not elaborate this further as it's just a waste of energy and time to talk about stupid patty things.

Well, I should be panic-ing right now cause i have tons of assignments to be done but im blogging happily. Shekyn = chill ah bedah. kay mepek. Haha! I dont know why but whenever im with you I forget about all the little things that I should be worrying about like i use to previously. Whenever you're here with me, im flying! :)

I just want to let you know that i was touched by the convo we had just now. I've never seen or heard you talk like a grown man. Yess, you've been through shits and pain. Im feeling you. I was soooo sad to hear how you suffered through out the 5 yrs of me being MIA. Im sorry that I wasn't there for you when the world came crashing down on you. I pity you alot. And for you to accept my apology, I'll do anything to make you happier. To see you smile is the simplest love I can get from you. I'll walk you through the path of pain and agony you had. I'll be there for you through thick and thin. I dont ask for more. Just sincere love and for you to cherish it too. I appreciate every single thing you did for me. You woken me up dear. You made me realised that every single thing in life should be treasured and not to neglect it. I learn from your mistakes and experiences. You've been through alot. I hope by me being there for you every single second would make you feel better than ever. I want to make you special in many ways. I want to make you feel that you are not useless to the world. Don't blame yourself on the shits that happened around you. Like you said, once a friend told you that the reason you're going through this is because God loves you. I strongly put those words in thought and it really woken me up. I cant put all my feelings right now in words. There's still some parts that i couldn't spell it out for you. I just hope that you will be able to go through your pain slowly and throw all the past behind you when I walk you out through this phase of time. I love you so much dear. I'll try my best not to dissapoint you in any way.

I shall end my entry now and get back to my assignments that will forever be piling up! Pffffft! and guess what, school is starting in less than 7 hours and i have not much rest. I have to wake up early cause Budak Besar will be going off for camp later so I have to be awake to send him off. ( btw, his sleeping at my living room right now. poor him. his lethargic and sick. and must i tell you kids this. not necessary. i know. ) And yesss im working 2mrw. Wahhhhpiang! Okay Shekyn you got to stop your whining now.............

Adios kids!!