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8.13.2008
Okay kids. Not much to be updated anyway. Cause so far nothing amuse me that much these days. Well, i was on MC at the beginning of the week and the kind doctor gave me two days MC. Wooohooo!! Macam tahu je aku nak spend more time ngan Budak Besar. kay mepek. So lately, im beginning to hate school more and more. After what Qayum told me just now about our modules, I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL. I feel like dropping out. But what will my parents say.... School sucks big time dood! How i wish my mum and dad were a millionaire that owes their own Villa or whatever shit they call it and has their own land. I would be happily and peacefully sleeping now in bed with no worries on this freaking assignment im doing now! Bitch. And yessss thanks to my old lappy that sucks ass now i have to only survive with Photoshop and InDesign. FTW! I need my Adobe Illustrator badly. Ive been married to that thing since forever man. The most important source in my life is no longer with me. Illustrator is the sex sia.... Common man! Okay whatever. I know i should stop whining about how life sucks.
So here's the thing, I think i have thought through deep enough. I want to be with you. But we shall wait for the right and perfect timing. Anyways, im really happy that you could be the one that listens to my heart. And I hope that you are happy whenever Im there for you. You know what, Im addicted to you. And i hope you're addicted to me too. Haha! I hope I did give you the assurance that I would make you start afresh and stick with you through thick and thin and love you unconditionally. Honestly, deep down inside, I was touch with what you say to me last evening. The way you look me in the eyes and truthfully say to me those lovely three words, 'I Love You'. I shall not forget that moment. You made me fly! Haha! Ily too Budak Besar. And please for God's sake, do not bring up an unnecessary matter again okay dear. I know you wanted to push that off your chest but that was wrong dear. I just needed your trust okay. You will always be my priority. Plus stop being so negative about things around you. You will be surprised at how a little bit of positive thinking will turn the tide and make things fall into place. Stop making excuses not to move forward. Move forward with me kay dear. I cant promise you the best for now, but Im sure my heart tells it all. That you were the one. So yeahh..... :)