Just so you know.

I dont understand myself. I dont know what I want in life. Im confused. I try to work things out in my life but in the end Im not happy with what Im doing. Yes, I did try to work things out, but would you even like it if you're doing things that you feel unhappy and uncomfortable about it. To put others before myself, to think of their feelings before I think of mine. But now not anymore. I cant stand this. What about my feelings. All along I try to make them happy but what about me? Am I happy with what Im going through now. I force myself to accept this. I dont wish to elaborate more. Its eating me up slowly on the inside. No one understands what Im going through now. Im useless. Im nothing for now. Bye.

P.S: Im really sorry if I let you down this time. I really cant take this anymore. My mind is not at ease thinking about it. Im really sorry. I hope you understand what Im going through dear.