So now who should we blame. Me or you?
I just cant control my angst.
Im sorry.
Its just how things work for me.
Let me cool down and we shall talk NICELY.
And I gave up not because Im a loser.
Its just too hard too handle.
Ive tried okay.
Im really sorry if I let you down dear.
But the more you do that, the more you make things worse for myself.
I thought you should be the one encouraging me.
Not making me feel more useless.
Once again, Im sorry if Im not being myself today.
I love you. I wish you knew.